Morph:
Hannah is bipolar as it turns out, she goes from grinding depression to uncontrollable mania, something I was happy yet unenthused to see today... she is apparently extra flirty while in Mania, as she's started playing butt-tag with me (however, we are limited to the use of our feet, since Mish would rip me a new one otherwise)
Bipolar huh? 
Well, that beats manic depression, at least. What about boob-tag? You can play that as well 
and has proclaimed herself the "boss of me" when it comes to decisions I have to make.
That sounds kinda kinky! 
He he, just kidding.... 
Moving on... I saw The Nightmare before Christmas for the first time in about 11 years today, and I realized that I"m just like Jack. The well-being of the community came first, and he was never satisfied unless he was at him maximum potential. I hit the revelation that I shouldn't be focusing on achieving greater things until I've savored, appreciated, and perfected what I already have. So that'll keep me off my changing the world phase for a while.
Oh thank God, he finally came to his senses! 
Hope you can stop being Xer0 the Superhero now 
Apparently the more miserable I am, the more attractive I am as a result... I awoke from a nap in Chemistry to find at least 4 girls looking at me, and again in Psychology to find 2 girls who had moved from the other side of the room to sit next to me and were talking about having me take part in some activity of theirs (one of them had actually rubbed my hair at some point shortly after I awoke). Mish and Hannah also seem to be extra flirty recently, and even casual friends such as Miranda and Liz are taking notice of me (Liz will attempt to poke my sides in the hallway, or grab my hands, and Miranda is just... odd, she punches me in the arm and abs whenever I make her laugh)
EMOS ARE ATTRACTIVE!! 
*Must resist....making dirty comment....about all these girls + Xer07....orgy....* 
Just kidding again....
But since you have a GF, and I ASSUME that you're not planing on cheating on her anytime soon, I think that these girls being attracted to you, should at least boost your confidence, in some way. Cheer up Xer07, girls digg you.
Ok, I guess you could say I'm questioning the long-term benefits and short-term gains of being in a relationship with her. Personally, I think we're doing great and I see no current reason for us to be apart, except for that we're both competitive and neither of us is willing to claim leadership over the relationship.
There is no need for either of you to claim "leadership" over the relationship like you say. A guy and a girl/man and woman are supposed to be equal in a romantic relationship. Unless you mean something specific, and/or irrelevant to what I understood.
And you dont have to question any benefits from this relationship. This isnt a car purchase, its a bloody relationship! And you are in that relationship because you want to, and feel like being in it. I dont get why you have to look at it like its some profitable business of some sort.
All in all, an improvement in almost all fronts, I can also tell my depression is fading, because I'm getting more aggressive than normal, as usual when I recover.
Good for you, but you didnt have anything to recover from. Its all in your mind. You're perfectly fine.
"Human beings are a disease, and we are the cure"
